| heylow |
[Feb. 17th, 2005|09:56 am] |
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| | the used: the taste of ink | ] | wow, i really don't write in this thing much anymore. once again i'm super bored so i'm gonna write real quick... we won our polo game (8-5) on tuesday against cajon & i scored two goals.. so now we're on to first round cif. that game is today against poly, so we can pretty much consider our season over since they're gonna kill us. hmm, school is gay.. and i'm so sick of it! i want spring break to be here already! boys are dumb, let me tell you.. but i'm not gonna get into that right now. alright, well i gotta go to chem so i'm out. |
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| bored so i'll update |
[Feb. 15th, 2005|09:38 am] |
shitt son, i haven't written in this thing is a longgg time. i'm super bored at school right now so i thought i'd write real quick. today's a half day, so that's always nice. we have our wildcard cif game today at cajon, so hopefully we'll win that & then go to first round on thursday.. yeahh, we pretty much suck. ok, well this is a short entry but i gotta go to chem now.. ahhh, i need sleep & i'm just rambling yessss. payce! <3 |
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| a longg time! |
[Dec. 25th, 2004|09:28 pm] |
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| | taking back sunday: "you're so last summer" | ] | wow, i haven't updated this thing in a really long time! well first, i'll start by saying merry christmas! my christmas was pretty good.. i got a grip of money & gift certificates, so i'm pretty stoked to go shopping! hmm, so where should i start? quite a lot has happened since i last updated. school is pretty dumb, but that's nothing new. i haven't been to swim in almost a month, since polo started. polo is alright.. but we pretty much suck, so that's not too much fun =/ i'm going back to swim on monday since we're on break.. i went to polo practices this last week, then next week is for swim. it's gonna be real interesting tho.. a month off isn't gonna be fun, especially considering i wasn't even in very good shape before i took this last month off! yeahh, i'm gonna drown! break has been a lot of fun so far.. it's half way over tho, so that sucks. right before break, we had the redlands winter classic polo tournament.. so i had to miss winter invite for that. we didn't do that good, but that was pretty much expected. i'm seriously hoping that we get better before league starts! hmm, as for the boys.. me & eryk still hangout & everything, but i haven't seen him in 2 weeks! he went to arizona to visit family & we haven't done anything in a while, so i'm not sure what's going on there. me & daniel got in a huge fight thing which ended up w/ us not talking ever again, so that's weird.. i actually miss just talking to him. lately i've been hanging out w/ this guy ryan & he's really fun. i miss all my swim friends. they're like family to me, but i haven't seen them in forever.. it's a sad story. i'm actually excited to go back to practice! i've had fun lately, which is nice since i was going through a shitty phase & not having much fun. i've been hanging out w/ alex at polo & over break, so that's been fun. matt's party was last weekend & we've all been doing stuff every night since then.. they're some cool kids. went to ryan's house, to blane's (haha, napoleon dynamite.. ohh man), then brian's house last night.. aww, yummy dinner & playing games, haha his parents are super cool tho! hmm, well so much happened since my last post.. it would take forever to write about it all tho. i'll try to update this more than i have been! late <3 |
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| i feel... |
[Dec. 4th, 2004|02:05 pm] |
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| | nelly & tim mcgraw: "over and over" | ] |
Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again And I can't keep picturing you with HER And it hurts so bad, yeah Cause it's all in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again And I can't take it yeah I can't shake it Nooo
I can't wait to see you Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes And it's a shame that we got to spend our time Being mad about the same things Over and over again About the same things Over and over again Ohh But I think HE's leaving Ooh man HE's leaving I don't know what else to do I can't go on not loving you
Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again And I can't keep picturing you with HER And it hurts so bad, yeah Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again yeah And I can't take it yeah I can't shake it Nooo
I remember the day you left I remember the last breath you took right in front of me When you said that you would leave I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything But I see clearly now And this choice I made keep playing in my head Over and over again Playing my head Over and over again Ohh I think HE's leaving Ooh man HE's leaving I don't know what else to do I can't go on not loving you
Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again And I can't keep picturing you with HER And it hurts so bad, yeah Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again And I can't take it I can't shake it Nooo
Now that I've realized that I'm going down From all this pain you've put me through Everytime I close my eyes I like it down I can't go on not loving you
Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again And I can't keep picturing you with HER And it hurts so bad, yeah Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again And I can't take it I can't shake it Nooo
Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again And I can't keep picturing you with HER And it hurts so bad, yeah Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again And I can't take it I can't shake it Nooo
Over and Over again Over and Over again Cause it's all in my head
need to move on... =/ |
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| turkey! |
[Nov. 25th, 2004|05:27 pm] |
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happy thanksgiving!
<3 |
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| yummy |
[Nov. 11th, 2004|10:33 am] |
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| | dashboard confessional: "hands down" | ] | k so i haven't written much lately, so it's time for an update. this week has been pretty easy so far. no school today, so i'm definitely liking that a lot. back to school tomorrow tho, which blows.. especially since i have a grip of tests. last night was a lot of fun. after practice, i went over to eryk's house to chill. he's a really cool guy, i like him a lot. we hungout & watched some tv & whatnot.. lots of fun ;) today i've got a shit load of homework to do, then i'm going to get my nails done w/ trysta, then off to practice. ok, well that's about it. swim meet this weekend at fullerton. that should be fun...haha, funny stuff gonna go down. alright, laterrr. |
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| school is gay |
[Nov. 7th, 2004|07:53 pm] |
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| | eminem: "just lose it" | ] | eww, i don't wanna go back to school tomorrow! the weekend was way too short. that's what i hate about swim meet weekends. and the next 2 weekends are gonna be the same way. at least i get thursday off school this week.. even tho most schools get thursday & friday off, but oh well =/ soo the meet was extremely gay today. i added 31 seconds on my 500. yess, i fucking rock. but yea, it was real cold & just stupid. i want to get back in shape so i don't embarrass myself like that anymore. after the meet, i went to olive garden w/ my daddy. that was really yummy.. i love that place! when we were walking out, we saw the gouailhardou's so we stopped & talked to them a little bit. i hadn't seen jeff in forever.. i love that kid! so now i'm home & procrastinating to do my homework.. which is nothing new. ahh, i talked to kirsty a little while ago & i guess her friend eric (that i met at the football game on friday) wants to chill again soon.. yay! i'm not exactly sure how my boy life is going right now. uhm, guys at my school are pretty stupid. at practice the other night i realized that i think i've still got a little thing for dean, so that's kinda weird. other than that, i don't really kno what's up. most guys are asses, so that's chill.. i try not to get too involved. it just leads to dumpage for freshmen ahaha.. ohh boy. well i'm gonna get started on my hw now. short school week this week, yay! =) |
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| i love weekends |
[Nov. 6th, 2004|05:03 pm] |
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| | fall out boy: "saturday" | ] | yesterday was a good day. seriously, i think it was like the first friday i haven't had a test. probably cos it was the end of the quarter. ahh, i hope my grades are alright =/ so after 5th, i went to bakers w/ matt & greg, then went & chilled at his house for a while. haha, funnist message on his message machine.. laughed about that for a while. then i came home & got my stuff for practice & headed out. got to sit in a shitload of traffic.. that's what i hate about fridays. then at the end of practice kirsty asks if i wanna go to the claremont football game w/ her & some of her friends, so i did. buttt i had like no makeup or jacket or anything, which sucked. so we got ready a little bit at the pool, then headed to the game. dude, kirsty's new yukon is frickin nicee. we got to the game & met up w/ her friends.. eric, justin, matt, caleb & ridge. some hotties, wow. eric was real nice.. he went to the car & got me his extra sweatshirt, so that was cool. after the game, drove around for a while. so i had a pretty fun night. today i went to the swim meet.. and yea, didn't do so hot. dude, i hope i get in better shape for the meets the next 2 weekends! i just got home so now i'm makin plans for tonight.. and then swim meet again tomorrow. i might take wil to the meet & chill w/ him after, so that'll be fun. mmk, i'm gonna go get some food.. so i'm out. |
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| i'm back, lol |
[Nov. 4th, 2004|10:52 pm] |
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| | simple plan: "crazy" | ] | oops, i haven't written in a while! ahh, ok.. where to start?! hmm...well homecoming was a ton of fun! soo many people there & lots of dancing! kailey came & spent the night afterward. sunday i went to the meet in palm springs to chill. saw a bunch of people i knew, so that was fun. and frickin wil forgot my present, goshhh.. that butthead! monday.. i got my license, that was rad. i have like so much more freedom now.. it's greatt. then i drove over to trysta's & we chilled for a while. tuesday i went back to swim for the first time in a while. ohh man, was that insane. let's just say i was hurtin...bad! after practice i went to see melissa & her dude geoff.. they're way cute. yesterday practice was still pretty hard.. tryin to get back in shape & whatnot. then i came home, got some taco bell & went to bed cos i was real tired. today was fun.. well except for school. i had 2 big tests, so that sucked the big one. but after school i went & got some food, then starbucks, then i headed to claremont & did some shopping before practice. dude, i love hollister.. i spend soo much money everytime i go in there! but i got a cute outfit to wear tomorrow, so i'm excited. practice got a little easier for me.. i think i'm getting somewhat back in shape. after practice, i went to trysta's for our little oc party.. since the first episode of the new season was on. then we sat around & talked for a while. trysta's little siter freaking cracks me up. we're sitting there looking & talking about my new clothes & how much money i spent & she comes in & is like "wait, you came over just to watch the oc? you don't have a tv?" ahaha, i was dyinggg. i was like "nope, i've never owned a tv in my life.. i spend 300 bucks in hollister like once a month, but i don't have a tv. by the way, i used your bathroom too. i hope you don't mind.. i don't have one of those either." lol, she started laughing so hard at me.. funny shtuff. tomorrow should be easy at school.. the first friday w/ no tests, woohoo! i'm goin to trysta's before school & we're gonna get ready together & look all cute. i'm glad me & trysta are talking more again.. we kinda haven't hungout too much lately, so that's cool we are again. after school i think i might go chill w/ matt since i haven't in a while. that kid is soo funny! i have a swim meet this weekend.. actually i have one the next 3 weekends! which should be interesting considering i'm not in that good of shape, but oh well. man, i love this whole driving thing. i can go wherever, whenever. and if you haven't noticed, i'm like finding any excuse to go drive, haha. mmmk well i haven't even started my homework, so i should probably get going on that. then off to bed. wow, nice long post.. i'll try to keep this thing more updated like i did for a while =) |
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| driving?! |
[Nov. 1st, 2004|04:28 pm] |
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I AM NOW A LICENSED DRIVER!!!
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| colddd |
[Oct. 27th, 2004|03:56 pm] |
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| | thursday: "paris in flames" | ] | ohh man, it's starting to get reallyyy cold! so today was kinda funny. this morning, i just kinda laughed at myself.. i was walking along & i notice a few people ahead of me move out of the way, but i didn't realize what they were doing. i took another step & i was right in the middle of a huge puddle, so that was nice. plus, i was wearing my rainbows like always, so my feet were soaked & everything. you'd think i would have noticed all the people avoiding the puddle.. but no, not me. it's weird tho. i like don't have feeling in my feet anymore.. i really never have. i dono if it's just from always walking around in sandals & barefoot at swim meets, but my feet never get cold or anything. like today, people were asking if my feet were freezing & i was just like "uhm, why would they?" haha, i didn't even think about it. mmmk so today was block.. but i went in early to get some help in chem since i missed a lot in there last week. then first period actually went by really quick. third was chem.. and we did a longg lab, which sucked. my chem teacher always makes fun of me & somehow manages to insult my blondeness like everyday. that, and he always warns my lab partner to be careful. but yea, we spilled chemicals & stained the floor.. then we dropped a test tube. soo that was greatt. wasn't really our fault tho, but whatever. then, in spanish.. we did hardly anything & i left like a half hour early anyway, so that was cool. i just scanned some pics & now i'm looking at hairstyles for homecoming. i'm excited.. it's gonna be fun! alrighty, well i'm gonna go. more laterr <3 |
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| half days |
[Oct. 26th, 2004|10:19 pm] |
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| | simple plan: "welcome to my life" | ] | wow, how i love half days. only 30 minutes in each class, and no 6th. got home at 11:15, did some homework, then slept. today was good. tomorrow & yesterday were the only real days that i'm in school all day for this week. tomorrow more so.. block 1, 3, 5. plus, i have to go in early to makeup some stuff from when i was out sick, so that sucks. i want friday to come. another half day. then i need to go get my shoes for hc. friday night is the football game, then hc on saturday.. yay! sunday i think i might go to the palm springs meet.. not to swim, but just b/c i want to see some people. plus wil has a present for me! haha, that kid is great. mmk, well i'm tired.. so i'm out. |
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| more school |
[Oct. 25th, 2004|02:54 pm] |
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| | usher: "you got it bad" | ] | i didn't end up going to school on friday either. my mom decided she needed to take me to the doctor to find out why i've been like hacking up my brains. the doctor said i had strep throat, so i went home while they called in my prescription. i was kinda mad i stayed home on friday cos i wanted to go out friday night, but oh well. it was nice having another day off school. saturday i had to go to a wedding. that was somewhat fun, but i wasn't feeling all that great & it was kinda boring. kelly looked soo pretty tho! sunday was fun.. i went shopping for my hc dress. it's really pretty. i actually got two dresses b/c i like fell in love w/ this one, but it was really nice so i'm thinking i'll save that one for prom. after i got that, i went to hollister for a while.. can't go to the mall w/out going in there. i got some cute stuff there, then we headed home. later, nat came over for a while & we talked about some crap. we came to the conclusion that boys are dumb. right after we realized this, one decided to ask me a kinda weird question.. but ended up making no sense (like they ever do?) today was alright. it was so hard to get up this morning tho after sleeping in most of last week. so there is this chick in my second period who is really fucking stupid. like she really needs to shut her mouth sometimes. me & her go way back.. but she really doesn't like me. it's kinda pathetic when someone has to resort to the music you listen to to make fun of you.. when they listen to the same music. yaaa, real lame. so once again, me & derek make complete asses out of ourselves in english. dude, we seriously need to drop that class b/c we just don't fit in an ap class. mmk, so we're sitting there analyzing the book we're reading.. which i guess i should have been paying attention to, since i haven't read any of it.. but derek writes a note & puts it on my desk that said some mean stuff about a couple of the kids in our class. so i wrote back.. then he wrote some more. well our teacher saw him put it on my desk, so he walks over & takes the note off my desk & says "i just love finding diary notes.. especially when i can read them to the class." then he glances down & reads some of it to himself & decides not to read it outloud. dude, i felt so cold.. we said some really mean shit. the rest of the class went by soo incredibly slow.. plus, he kept giving us the look & calling on us to discuss the book.. so i was screwed b/c i don't even kno the name of the characters, lol. me & derek stayed a little while after class & talked to him a little about it. haha, i never wanna go back to that class. mmk, well i have tons of makeup homework to do, so i should probably get on that. just wanted to update since i've been sick & whatnot so i haven't posted lately. alrighty, i'm out. <3 |
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| sick |
[Oct. 21st, 2004|04:58 pm] |
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| | nelly & tim mcgraw: over & over | ] | there are good & bad parts to being sick. i love getting to stay home from school & sleep or do whatever all day. but it's gonna suck big when i go back.. tons of shit to make up. tuesday was a pretty good day. school was boring like always.. then came home for a while & went to practice. ohh man, i was dyin. i hadn't been in a while, and of course john decides to have a killer workout the day i come back. i actually did alright tho, so that was good. yesterday it didn't stop raining all day. that's the best weather to sleep tho, haha it was nice. today was another lazy day full of sleeping. i got up around noon, ate some pizza, then went to get my eyebrows waxed. i just finished watching van wilder...i love that movie. now i've got some homework to do before going back to school tomorrow. i think i'm going.. but i need to get the homework done either way. yess, tomorrow is friday! meaning i definitely need to go to school so i can go out tomorrow night. football game (if it's not raining) or chillin w/ some friends. then it's finally the weekend! i'm going to a wedding on saturday.. then doing some babysitting which should be cool cos it's only for an hour or so & i'm gonna get some good money out of it. then sunday i think i'm gonna go shopping! well i'm out for now. just wanted to update real quick. |
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| hurry weekend! |
[Oct. 19th, 2004|03:30 pm] |
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| | ryan cabrera: "on the way down" | ] | hmm well i haven't posted any real entries about what's been going on lately. except for my lame visit to the dmv. so here's my quick update. last weekend was kinda dumb. friday was a good day at school, then i went to the gym for a while after school. after the gym, i headed home & got ready for the football game.. rev vs. rhs. chris came & picked me up, then we picked melissa up. we got to the game & it was packed! the game was alright...but we lost. after the game, we didn't do anything. everyone was kinda pissy so we just went home. i had a swim meet over the weekend. that was pretty pathetic since i haven't been swimming all that much. soo yea, i did bad. i had fun tho.. saw some people i hadn't seen in a while, so that was cool. yesterday was a boring monday.. just like they all are. i had a hard chem test, but that's about all i did the whole day at school. then i left at 11:30 to take my driver's test, but that didn't end up happening =/ today was real chill at school. i did like absolutely nothing in any of my classes. pretty much a waste of a day going to school. i would have much rather slept.. i'm so tired. english was funny tho. me & derek are such outcasts in that class. we're in ap english & like everyone in there is crazy & real nerdy. but like today my teacher singled us out b/c we were talking & he goes: "so what do you think the mood is like in this passage if it is described as either whimsical or melancholy?" me & derek look at each other & are like "wtf is whimsical?" our teacher: "whimsical & melancholy..." me & derek: "whimsicholy?" haha i love that kid. i don't kno what i would do w/out him...especially in that class! alrighty well there's my update for now. i'm off to swim pretty soon.. in the rain, yay! later. |
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| suck it |
[Oct. 18th, 2004|02:24 pm] |
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| | pissed off | ] | i hate the dmv! dude, today was effing lame. so i went down to the dmv like an hour ago. i wait in line to take my driver's test. when i got up to the front, the lady looks at all my papers, and right as she was handing them back to me so i could take my test, she says "oh, you got your permit on april 20th? today is only october 18th, so it hasn't been a full 6 months." well, when i made my appointment, i made sure to check that & the guy that made my appointment said that since may, july & august had 31 days, that i would meet the 180 days (6 month) rule.. apparently he was wrong & i am pissed. 2 days short...how gay is that? now i get to wait until november 1st.. which i guess isn't that long, i was just really looking forward to getting it today. stupid dmv workers =( |
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| possibly tomorrow? |
[Oct. 17th, 2004|09:09 pm] |
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| | hopeful | ] | i take my driver's test for my license tomorrow. wish me luck! <3 |
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| one more day |
[Oct. 14th, 2004|07:47 pm] |
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| | fall out boy: "chicago is so two years ago" | ] | one more day of hell (school) this week. then a fun fun weekend.. ha, if that's what you call swim meets. well yesterday was actually a pretty good day. school went ok.. i think i did good on my math test & spanish quiz. then after school, i came home for a while, then headed to the gym. then i hung out w/ daniel for a while, so that was fun. he's a funny kid. never just drive around redlands for like ever. haha, this town is so lame, but it was fun anyway. today was alright. didn't do much.. only 2 classes (us history & english). i'm so sick of english tho. stupid ap...i hate writing essays like everyday, ugh. i got out of school at noon & my daddy took me to a&w (our thursday lunch place, lol). then i came home for a while & chris picked me up to go to the guys polo game. they got their asses handed to them by rhs.. it was kinda pathetic. oh, and i'm starting to realize that i go to the wrong h.s. in redlands. rhs definitely has the hot guys, wtf? not fair. our school is like ugly central =( ehh, oh well. plenty of swim guys to take care of that. they are more fun to look at anyways.. speedo & all, haha. well i just got bitched at by my padre, so that was cool. he's always complaining about my swimming, i hate it. he makes me hate that sport so effing much sometimes! but whatever, i'm over it. okie dokie, well i'm out for now. |
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| haha |
[Oct. 13th, 2004|06:28 am] |
THE BUFFALO THEORY: "Well you see, Norm, it's like this... A herd of buffalo can only move as fast as the slowest buffalo. And when the herd is hunted, it is the slowest and weakest ones at the back that are killed first. This natural selection is good for the herd as a whole, because the general speed and health of the whole group keeps improving by the regular killing of the weakest members. In much the same way, the human brain can only operate as fast as the slowest brain cells. Now, as we know, excessive intake of alcohol kills brain cells, but naturally, it attacks the slowest and weakest brain cells first. In this way, regular consumption of beer eliminates the weaker brain cells, making the brain a faster and more efficient machine. And that, Norm, is why you always feel smarter after a few beers." - Cheers |
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